When I left behind my battalion of cats, I was quite worried that I will miss them terribly. I am glad that I did not, well, those of you who have had more than a few cats know that they are real slave drivers, and having them in a closed home is quite a discomfort.
I really missed them for a while, because they have filled up a void in my life, all of a sudden I had too many creatures around me I could love – with all my heart.
with great relief I realized another thing, my heart did not bounced back to human beings for companionship. I was a bit afraid because I have been too fond of human beings for too many years, before they lost the most important aspect of true relationships- trustworthiness.
I sometimes wonder what my cats are doing, I pray for them more sincerely than I pray for myself 🙂
those who try to love human beings unselfishly most probably often wonder like I did for quite some years, why cant we trust human beings like we can trust animals!